Things I've learned...

I LOVE being pregnant and giving birth.

Pregnancy doesn't last forever and that makes me sad.

I miss feeling him move and wiggle inside.

I make A LOT of milk and am not quite sure what I am going to do with it all.

I leak.

Postpartum sucks!

I find it very hard to put my new little one down with out tearing up and my heart skipping a beat, literally.

I love seeing all my boys together... it makes me happy.

I find it hard to enjoy today without worrying about all this going by too fast... and I hate that.

I could stare at Graham for hours.

My baby is beautiful.

I am thankful for my husband and all my friends who are helping me hold things

together through this.

I hope this ends soon because I want to get back to loving this time and my life.